My life as a confused girl
Hello world, this is me, Im a confused girl I think. I am angry, Im frustrated, Im confused, Im relieved, Im content but yet oh so frickin confused!Confusion? What does it mean? well lets see...
disorder; upheaval; tumult; chaos: lack of clearness or distinctness: perplexity; bewilderment: The more difficult questions left us in complete confusion. a disturbed mental state; disorientation.
Yep, that pretty much sums it up. So heres the thing. Men, guys,boys...no matter what you wanna call them the truth is...I dont get them! So...today I was talking to my friend Ryan about relationships, and well, my day was already in a damper because of visual contact with the ex...grr...the ex. Get out of my head! Seriously! Im so not kidding this time! Heres the thing, my life is already in disarray because certain people feel the need to stick their noses where it doesnt belong so on top of dealing with that situation I am brought full kilter back into my former always consistent problems, well not problems more so confusing heart break. why is it that after almost 3 months I still cant seem to kick the whatever it is. Like am I hurt, am I angry, am I sad, am I relieved, am I grateful? I dont know. I dont think people understand. So I am like ok I wanna see him and talk to him and have things benormal and then when I do see him and he talks to me I get angry and upset and am all like what the heck is he talking to me for!? I dont wanna see him! Am I insane? or am I just human? maybe Im just being a girl. I dunno, why cant I see him and not go crazy? Why cant I hear people talk about him and not feel like I am missing out on my life. I dont like him, i have no feelings for him! Im confused! So I need advice, and not from people who say I deserve better, because thats not where Im going with this. I want advice from good relationship knowledgable people...postrelationshipism...help me! Am I angry at him? Am I sad? Am I relieved? Am I grateful? I dunno! All I know is whatever it is...I dont want to feel this way!
posted by Jenn at 2:37 PM
2 Comments:
Hey Jenn - want my advice? Probably not, but here it is anyway. STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM, STOP ANALIZING EVERYTHING! Seriously, it'll only drive you crazy. You need to get to the point that you are content where you are, only then can God bring the right person into your life. You can't constantly be looking around for someone, instead focus on you and how you can make yourself the right person that that "right one" needs. And that starts by MOVING ON and not letting that small part of your life control the rest of your life. Does that make sense?
By the way, nice page. Question, how do you get the links section? I've tried and tried and can't figure it out. I want to add my friends pages as links on mine - but how?
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